True Love... (go back »)

Do you believe in true love? I think I do. (lol) I've been in a relationship for almost 2 years and after all the shit he's done to me, I'm still here. So obviously I'm feeling something strong that’s keeping me here...Or maybe its just the fear of being alone again that’s keeping me here. I mean I've never felt the way I do for him for anyone else. Like to me, he's like my best friend and my lover. I would do almost anything for him and maybe that’s where all our fights start at. I will do anything for him...ANYTHING! and expect few things done in return...But with out knowing, I do expect so much of him, and when he doesn’t do the things I expect he would do, its like a let down to me. I try to be all cutesy and buy him things and make it all romantic and rather then im grabbing me and telling me he loves me he looks dumb founded and I get crushed. Obviously guys think, react, and speak differently then women…but when a guy is truly in love it shows…I can’t see it with him. I’m not sure if I see it in me anymore either. Hopefully things get back to normal…no more of his lies…no more deceiving. Hopefully God will take me in the right direction,  cause that’s all I have left to believe in.